11/28/2023 0 Comments Quotes about listening for teens![]() She was looking at me with goo-goo eyes, yet kissing him, or was he kissing her? What is going on and what is going down. Payback is a b*tch, is not! She looks up and sees me, yet does she care at this point or am I dreaming yet another dream, that’s even more freaked than the last. He was bending down to kiss her, and I so wanted to kick him dead in the ass hole. I am the one that wants to be nuzzled up against her. She was smiling and giggling about something stupid that he said like used to do with me, it makes me sick she is mine, I can stand it, him breathing on her and kissing her nick hell I thought she was gay. I wanted her arm wrapped around my waist, not his, or even the other way around I don’t know what I want at this point. “Yesterday morning, I felt the same way, I saw Madilyn in the corner with her hand wrapped around a ray and it pisses me off so much you have no idea. I reach for it and slide my finger over the cracked screen.” My, I- phone starts vibrating on top of my bed until it falls off the edge hitting me square in the face making me jump two feet in the air. Seeing bits and pieces of what went down last night. Like- photos on Instagram, all these snapshots start scrolling, row after row in my mind. My skin feels so cold yet, yet on the inside, I feel scorching. And with me, all I have to do is jump in my outfit laying there on the floor. Back then my only friend was my sis and my horse, I’m curious to do the same thing now, and reflect a bit on what the heck is going on- and also on how things have changed, I know my sis will be another half hour getting ready. When I was younger, I would lie on the floor all summer wishing I have some friends to spend my time with. I put my feet on the ground, first on my fuzzy shaggy throw rug, and then I step forward feeling the hard would under my feet. I have no idea what happened to Jenny or Maddie or Liv, and just thinking about it makes me awful sick, pissed, and yet so worried. Yet she seems to be taking it so well- so strange. I knew that something looked different about her when I looked her over, I am starting to remember what Ray did to her last night. Then- I remember getting in the car, with the girls and the fighting it was all coming back to me, as I see my sis run into her room, leaving her nighty behind on my bed. Mom said- ‘Um-hum- come on you two bare cuddle bugs it’s getting late.’ It’s like it never happened, yet I think it did… didn’t it? Maybe I drink too much? I have no idea how I got home last night, or what I did or didn’t do. I thought we were going to the rusty anchor today? Mom said- ‘I thought you didn’t like doing that Karly that you’re too grown up to be with your mommy and Daddy and sissy… always- yes we are all going this upcoming weekend, glad to see you want to go.’ I said- ‘Oh- okay?’ Mom- ‘Karly are you feeling, okay? Are you not your usual descent and moody self? Me- ‘Yah I am a fine mom.’ Yet that’s not what’s got me traumatized. Mom, she has one of those green face masks sped up, which is some scary-looking crap, pulls she has curlers in her hair. ‘Mommy says you have to get up soon, her hand covering her eyes as she walks my room and sees both of us.’ Her breath smells like toothpaste, as she kisses us good morning, and she stumbles over all the stuff lying on the floor and it’s not until I push sis off me that I realize how badly I’m shaking. ![]() Yeah, she’s the best pain in the butt a girl can have. And she has been there for me when I was a nobody. I have been like a mom to her, ever since she was born if I wanted to be or not. I have saved her butt many times when she has done bad things. If she wants to be in my bad nude, will- I guess that’s okay…? She is just trying to be like me, and that’s sweet. I am sure mom will say I am a bad role model, but yet there are far worse things she has done, things that mom and dad never need to know about, things that I can even remember right now. I ask here- ‘Why are you not wearing your undies?’Īnd she baby- talks without missing a beat- ‘Be- because you don’t at night so-o why should I’s.’ I knew not too long from now she would be running around the house stark-naked like always, saying it’s because I sleep this way. Now she is pulling on my necklace, the one I am always wearing has my dad’s wedding ring hanging from it-a thin silver chain and the gold band hanging from it, a gift dad gives me- saying- ‘He loves me more than mom, that I am the love of his life.’ Yet sis tugs gently to get my full attention. “She curls tightly to me kissing me on the lips and cheeks, her body skin to skin to mine, she’s kind of- like- a hyper puppy… you know- wet nose, big sad eyes, giving you lots of unwanted wet kisses, and can’t sit in one place for too long.
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